i yearn for Steaks. Medium Rare to be precise. hoping for one special day to go with my special one, to a Specialised Steak Restuarant. Possible? nahs!! Impossible yeah. haha. im so weird. will i find someone whom love the same thing as i do? hmmm.. wonders? IMAGINATIONS GO WILD! being single doesnt bring me happiness anymore. i used to think that being single is better than getting attached. but now it proves that im wrong. i need someone that care and love me. and that i can do vice versa too. i no longer like nor love anyone. single-sided love will only bring tortures and pains to you. future? no one will know it. my b'day wish doesnt seems to be coming true. what i wished seems to take years.


when i think about the past,
when you're gone from my life.
the past sep till now.
it seems like im missing you right now.
but things are no longer the same now.
given up is worse than possible fake hopes.
the riches to the poor.
you seen everything.
i chose the wrong path then.
now, there isnt anymore paths to walk on for us.
i know im missing you again.
i miss her.
sigh!!!!

e walk the walk, e talk the talk

trying to get facts right nowadays. making mistakes during my work. argh.. especially with the CASHIER... i got scolded again and again. newcomers? NOT GOOD. need to learn fast.. i enjoyed working there though. argh... enough talkin about me. lets talk about my baby. im trying to get her butt up and work. but she's on working strike. argh.. have been asking her to work since two weeks ago. i guess its because of her hair la. doubt she would want to get her hair cut. duh!! of course. its precious to us! LOL...... argh.. stay up early in the morning just to use my com and my blog. LOLLOLLOLLOLLOL... im weird. i wanna get to sleep. nasty 'sleepy' ya.