i yearn for Steaks. Medium Rare to be precise. hoping for one special day to go with my special one, to a Specialised Steak Restuarant. Possible? nahs!! Impossible yeah. haha. im so weird. will i find someone whom love the same thing as i do? hmmm.. wonders? IMAGINATIONS GO WILD! being single doesnt bring me happiness anymore. i used to think that being single is better than getting attached. but now it proves that im wrong. i need someone that care and love me. and that i can do vice versa too. i no longer like nor love anyone. single-sided love will only bring tortures and pains to you. future? no one will know it. my b'day wish doesnt seems to be coming true. what i wished seems to take years.


when i think about the past,
when you're gone from my life.
the past sep till now.
it seems like im missing you right now.
but things are no longer the same now.
given up is worse than possible fake hopes.
the riches to the poor.
you seen everything.
i chose the wrong path then.
now, there isnt anymore paths to walk on for us.
i know im missing you again.
i miss her.
sigh!!!!