why is it so.

too many things took place.

fri went to meet my counsellor. we've talked about everything that happened which involved with my driving case. well, it totally striked me alot. from him, i got to know that T.P decided in charging me. with my confirm jail-term. i didnt tell anyone that it'll be finalize soon. simply i couldnt say much. what had happened had already been a done case. nothing to elaborate further neither a solution out. either i pay the fine or accept the jail term. though its only 15days. but it sucks.

wanting to meet baby to go town. but ended up she's very tired. i do not wish to force her out and ended up an arguement especially when someone is tired. tempermental get it. so i promised her i'll be back by 11. eventually things didnt go the way i planned. everything cropped up which caused a terrible mistake between us. Im really sorry. i really dont know what to explain anymore. that night i made a last min decision to go play. it should be fun but in fact it wasnt. i wanted baby to go. and i totally want her to be there. disappointly i couldnt get her. and then... the massive destruct had happened. im totally shagged. i was a total 'broken-hearted' fella. no mood to club neither. everything sucks. i just wish to apologise to her. and tell her that i never mean to do it. sigh.

IM VERY SORRY..