MAGGIE MEE NIGHTMARES

imagine maggie mees meals for weeks.
im seriously sick of it..
my brother enjoys macs..
and pity me.
only have the instant noodles.
suffering from gastric pain...
might be the noodles that hurt it.
and definitely im gonna suffer from indigestion.
im fretting over jobs.
how i wish im rich...
wahahaha.
then i dont have to work at all.
its definitely impossible....

im missing you.
have been thinking over it.
what am i to you?
will you know it?
doubt so huh.
whats love or like?
is it worth it?
i just wish that things can be reversed.
wish to be back 5 years.
then i'll get things right.
yes!

a job im confused about.

Yesterday(wed) went to Pan Pacific to get my interview done.
the pay was pretty attractive as it was 6/hr.
but the requirement is that i gotta cut my hair and get my hair dyed.
banquet requirements man.??
i dont feel like cutting nor dye my hair.
but i need money.
moreover i was recommended by my aunt whom work there.
babyFER & sisQI said its not worth it at all.
just for a job that i might not be working long..
sacrifice my beloved hair and colour..?
IT'S STUPID!!
but as a guy, there isnt any job available for me.
either it needed a cert or im not at the age yet.
im confused!...

i like someone who doesnt even know.
i dont know whether there is any chance for us or not.
but i cant be bothered. yeah
liking you might be a mistake.

[YOU] i know you are someone great.
but i dont know whether in future will there be any chances.
being friends, i admire you.
being good friends, i love you.
but not being stead.
i dont wish to lie.
being concern about you,
doesnt mean im able to like you.
IM SORRY..

I GOTTA GO MY WAY

[Gabriella]
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World somedayBut at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause
I'veGotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World somedayBut at least for now
I gotta go my own away

[Troy]

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

[Gabriella]
What about trust?

[Troy]
you know I never wanted to hurt you

[Gabriella]
and what about me?

[Troy]
What am I supposed to do?

[Gabriella]
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

[Troy]
I'll miss you

[Gabriella]
soI've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy]
Why do you have to go?

[Gabriella]
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand

[Troy]I'm trying to understand

[Gabriella]
We might find our place in thisworld someday
but at least for now

[Troy]I want you to stay

[Gabriella]
I wanna go my own wayI've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy]
What about us?

[Gabriella]
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand

[Troy]
I'm trying to understand

[Gabriella]
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away

i finally so called 'finish' up the blog.
it seems lame does it?
alrights lets get to the point.
it took such a long time since i last blog..
arghs.. who cares..

donut night..

15 oct.

we went out around 2.30 am.wanting to go for a drink.
but we felt bored so we decided not drink.
haha
so we called lay hoon out to ask whether anyone have a license
and she said there is...
haha
so we go to his house and get him.
at that moment we are wondering whether we sld go to JLN BAHAR
but in the end we did.
there's a long road some sort for plane landing and stuff.
and i sped of at 234 km/h.
is so cool.
V6 engine kinda rock man
producing 222hp at 6000 rpm
haha.
the feeling was great.
then we went and 'spin' for a round and almost crash the curb.
haha.
later that,we went back to look for them.
and lay hoon wanted to try...haha
so like i will reject the request.
so i brought her with fer there.
doing donuts for appox. 4 rounds.
and they said the tires smells really bad.
imagine ll rubber smell nice???
haha
and when we were about to leave
i,layhoon and her fren were in the car with me
so go for the last few rounds
appox counted rounds are like 10.
lay hoon couldnt take it...haha
and when i stop, the amount of smoke coming from the tires are like
omg.so much lo.
then fer couldnt take that smell
and wanting to puke.
but she dint
so we all get into the car and left the place
to fetch her friends back.
and layhoon gave fer a smack at her back and she vomited in the car
i was like OMG SHE VOMITED...WHAT HAPPEN....
so we sent all of them back and we got into my carpark
and wash the car.......
and it smells really bad
so i use body spray to spray over
haha...
it's so funny lo.
luckily the car doesnt belong to my dad anymore
if not im so dead......haha